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 Its almost 3 weeks after Ramadan. But still I haven't got any shag with my Turkish  Boyfriend. Why? After a month of praying and fasting he decided to practice his faith (pray 5 times a day, refuse to touch women until they are married and a lot of stuff that is unacceptable to my worldly belief).

The last time that I saw him was a couple of Fridays ago, we had a lavish dinner and sat for a coffee. In our conversation, he is convincing me to be a concert to his faith. Im just listening but Im not convince at all. It means that I will turn my back to the faith that me parents have taught me. I know that I have a lot of flaws as a Christian. Perfection is far from my goal. BUt I just can't follow his advice.

 My God! He seldom look at me. I asked him why he just responded that it makes him feel horny. I asked if I can touch his face. A big "NO" was his reply. I felt bad! And then he said that I can touch his face but not his hands. I miss him so much and I felt that my feeling for him transcends physical interaction. 

I touched his face. The feel of his skin really made me happy somehow. Now, I know that he is there with and for me. I almost cried. My crying means that i will not bang him anymore! I miss him so much.

After that night he is not calling me anymore but when I called he is answering explaining  to me that ...I don't know. I don't listen.

I said to him that our relationship is not just for gratification of our physical needs. Just like me, he is not listening at all!

Now, he keeps me hanging on! I don't know what to do or say to him to convince him.

I like to keep him but ... I don't know!

Im really asking myself seriously what is the reason why men that I had relationship with here in dubai don't take me seriously.

All of them is only for sex.

I am a sweet woman and I really work hard to make my relatioship work but it always ended with me on the losing end. I move to  relationship into another with the hope that somebody will take me seriously.

Now, Im with a Turk for 10 months now. He is afraid of serious relationship. I know that he has a GF in his country. He just came back from his country. I asked him see his GF. He admitted it and he also said that they did engaged in sex. I was hert. He could have at least lied to me.

He proudly asked me if there is a problem if he did it.

Why this is happening to me?

I need a man who will respect me and love me as I love him.

mY LAST POST WAS THAT IM GETTING FAITHFUL TO MY PRESENT BF. BUT, HERE I AM TODAY, BEING UNFAITHFUL AGAIN. I DON' T KNOW WHAT IS MY PROBLEM. IT IS JUST THAT I FELT BORED WITH HIM. I DON'T LIKE SEEING OTHER MEN BUT .... I DON'T KNOW. I JUST HOPE THAT HE WILL NEVER KNOW ABOUT IT.

I decided to become faithful to my Jalal, my Turkish boyfriend. We are together for 6 months now and I can't ask for anything. He is a real gentleman. We're  not putting any pressures to each other because we are 2 mature individuals. He always surprise me with his kindness and he is teaching me things that I don't know.

The fuck is so ohhh, so good! He is so manly... so strong and he made me forget my name when Im cumming.

I think that my playing time is O.V.E. R!

i was one of the employees who were terminated today due to the words crisis. i start to feel the effect of it. my company has insufficient budget to support all of its staff.

i dont know what to do but to hope and pray that i will get a job as soon as possible.

pray for me, please

I just finished shagging my Turkish Boyfriend! I know that he doubled the effort of fucking me because Mr. Dickie is not so bless with the length and the width that will PASS my taste. But just the same, I am enjoying his sweetness, I continue with him.

In almost 5 months of sleeping with him, I can't be honest to him about saying tha.t never, ever, he make me reach my peak. I always faking it. But when he use his hands I cummed.

I know that is faking is absolutely wrong but I like him to feel that he satisfies me.

I like him a lot but sometimes,  I like to be honest to him in a polite way. How can I say it without him being hurt?

I seldom open my account now because of my hectic sched. But everytime, I am doing it, I always find a smile on my face specially for those who read and commenting to my stories, particularly the sex, sex, thing. It is so funny that a lot of men (hope i AM NOT exaggerating) envied David.

To be honest, and I frankly said it also to him, that he (David) is my dream which i AM AFRAID OF BECOMING! When I just met him, I was head over hills. His looks, his principles, his career, for me is perfect...of course his shag! I became a sex slave to him and only for him. Though, i have my serious boyfriend at the side,it is David that i long to fuck all night. He is always releasing the animal in me. Oh God, why there are things that it is so good but it will never be yours. He will never be mine. David is already engaged with her childhood sweetheart.

Its always been a year since David and I met and id I may say I surpassed all of the pain and struggles that he gave me. Our relationship now is far more greater than before and the sex is never been bad.

i brake off with Tamer (my Egyptian ex-boyfriend) few months ago cause of lack of time! But presently we are seeing each other again because we miss the hot and explosive shag.

but I noticed that he is somehow different because, be is so impersonal. he fucked me so hard in every sexual position that made me cum in my eyes! his dicky is better, harder and stronger now but what i miss is his personal touch! we are doing it without a single kiss.

two nights ago, i spend the night in his place. of course we did it on the single -sitter sofa, on the bath tub, of his table, of the floor. All were a hard fuck. He embedded his dick so deep. so strong. i am moaning with pleasure and pain. we exploded mant times.... but... i don't know..i feel 

MY MOTHER DIED A MONTH AGO.

i MISS HER SO MUCH.

I'm longing for you. I miss your warm smile, handsome face, your smell, the touch of your skin to mine....I miss the shag. I miss everything about you. David, where are you?

Every company that I worked with there is always somebody fucking my head! I don't know if thats coincidence by they were Indians!

The first is an old Quantity Surveyor who tried to bribe me to have a relationship with him. When I turned him dowm my problem started. Thank God I left that company. Now another of his kind is bothering me everytime. He is an engineer, unprofessional engineer who thinks that he can put me down. Just the glimpse of him every morning is enough to make my day awful.

He is thinking that I am just anybody who will bow his/her head to the wave of his wands. Oh, my God I think it is a mistake to put him on my blog. He is occupying my space and my time.

Anyway, fuck you, stupid and stinking bald man.

Note: I don't have anything againts Indians

ITS BEEN 2 WEEKS SINCE i OVE TO A JOB WHO OFFER ME A BETTER POSITION AND A BETTER PAY. What I like so much about is that my palce is in the island. Oh God I like the sea and I gained a tan.

Another thing is that I also changed by boyfriend. He is a self-made-man! A senior engineer, mature, has a beautiful flat

i am happy at the moment and I am enjoying everything!

A week ago my Iraqi Boyfriend (the serious one) called it quits! I had  a relatioship with him for 2 and a half years. He is my home in this lonely arabic country. weshared a lot of good memories together and he knew me better that everybody. I seldom talk about him in EP. But I post a picture of him.

He is my home. I miss him.